Thursday, July 22, 2004
Well, I have lost so much weight that this is how my pants fit me now. I took that picture of myself yesterday, and I don't mean to brag- but don't I look good?
I am going home this weekend and I plan to tear out my semi-slutty high school clothes and toss some on. I wouldn't say they were really slutty- but I did actually wear skirts and short shorts back in the day. Sometimes- only sometimes- a tasteful crop top would come out as well. And fuck it I might as well wear it while the bod is here. I started eating normal about 2 days ago so I started exercising again. I also plan to go to the beach without wearing shorts over the bikini for the first time in years cause the ghetto booty has been slightly tamed.
And yeah I still wake up in the morning after dreaming about him, and like clockwork I puke in the morning. But, I just give it an hour and I feel ok. It's so weird cause I wasn't doing this until after I found out about the cheating. I hear from friends that cheating makes you puke. Hell if I knew I could get it done this way I wouldn't have drank so much all them years! So yeah- for all of those people out there who are dying to puke every morning- try being cheated on/left for a dumb fucking high schooler- works like a charm.