Wednesday, May 28, 2008

I have this same memory at 8 years old
10 years old
16 years old
today

I am standing there
eyes wide
breath silent
and I am still
and I am scared
and cautious

and I am thinking
"shit! oh no! oh no! oh no..."
looking blankly
anticipating

anticipating bad news
my punishment

i have done something wrong
i was bad
i got caught

mischief
pervert

i didn't mean to upset anybody
just trying to have fun
can I make it better?

guilty
but i'm going to do it again
when you are not looking

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