Friday, October 31, 2008

to be left alone
sometimes I want just that
and it's scary to admit or say out loud
because then someone might say
"what's wrong"
nothing's wrong and there's nothing to be worried about
just the intense sensation
pulling inside me
sucking in my guts
that does not want
does not want to engage

stop the wheels
use a chuck
no responsibilities
no ambitions
no forward motions
complete empty space
and no connection to anyone else

everything is fine
and I want you here
you world
I just want to cuddle in a moment of frozen time
alone
and then you can touch me again

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