Monday, October 13, 2014
I see a link that says see Jennifer Lawrence's hacked leaked photos and I look for many reasons: is this real? I am curious. what's this like? what's this about? this is weird. did this really happen? It's something that never happened before.
You look at naked J Lawr, and you looked at footage of the twin towers burning on 9-11 too.
You didn't hack those photos, and you didn't fly a plane into that tower either.
Of course it's not the same, but what is the same is the experience of viewing versus doing.
Technology impacts life faster than our ability to develop a firm moral compass around it.
Celeb photos being stolen from a cloud is weird for all of us.
It's weird that there's a cloud.
What would make you a disgusting person is if you JUDGED the photos. Because judging does imply ownership or entitlement. If you judged her body, if you judged her for taking the photos, I'd say you need to check yourself, fool.
Life hurls us through time and sometimes life is simple and boring and orderly, but more often is chaotic and strange and unpredictable. We act and react. Someone gives us technology so we can take pictures, and then we discover we can take pictures of butts and vaginas and boobs. And then we do that. WE'RE ALL NEW AT FIGURING OUT THE CONSEQUENCES OF TECHNOLOGY. Don't hate, haters.
We touch stoves, we try things. Have some empathy for cryin out loud!
I think it's ok to look.
But to be a dick about it is another story.
Wednesday, October 01, 2014
Yesterday, I lost my shoot! We turned the truck around on it's way to check out the equipment because (long story short) we lost a lead cast member due to an emergency, without enough time to re-cast, and pushing the shoot even 1 day, we'd start losing locations, crew, cast and schedule.
Yes, I did cry and feel horrible weird stress throughout my body and spine. But I got to the other side of it. Because hell, what can you do? I have felt like a failure before but I don't now.
We have done SO MUCH WORK to get this far, and strangely enough my first and foremost feeling this morning is gratitude and love.
I never expected this - but the reason is - getting THIS FAR with the movie - I needed the support of SO many people, and my family along the way. People have come out for the film in HUGE ways, and it makes me feel great. This experience has shown me that people do believe in me and this movie, and I never knew it quite like this before! Self doubt can be crippling as an artist, and people don't often have the reason to show their support - but this movie gave people that opportunity (and I'll still very much need it moving forward!).
I feel deeply motivated, strengthened and inspired to put even more heart and elbow grease into this movie.
We pushed the shoot to March 2015. Do I like being in this position? Not at first, but here I am - I better get used to it.
This is not the worst. I'm making a movie and that is COOL, dudes!
A vision of the future:
My mom and dad bought me this fancy chair! Nola Slates made me this BEAUTIFUL (and reasonably priced) Custom Slate! THAT CHAIR WILL BE SAT IN and THAT SLATE WILL BE CLAPPED!!! MARCH 2015 FTW